Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Saints.
I am now a saint. Lol. Reporting to SAJC in ASS uniform is dumb. Quite a number of people came forward and asked Mych and I which IJ are we from. -_-"
Firstly, our pinafore are of different shades of blue. Secondly, we do not even button our blouse all the way up like what the IJ girls did. Blah.
Oh wells, the orientation was not up to my expectations. I was actually expecting something more energetic and fun. Anyway, the people there are rather approachable and nice, except for some SAS boys. I am not going to explain further about their barbaric behaviour.
JC life is definitely going to be different from secondary school life, and right now, I am starting to miss ASS a lot. Sheesh... I hate to go through transition. Yet again, since when have I had any say in leading my life? Sometimes I felt like I am doing things to please the people around me more than to please myself. Sad isn't it?
And the saddest part is that most of the things that I want to do that would please myself will not even benefit me in the future. So, there you go... We live life just to fit into a society defined by some goons who will stamp your forehead with the word "Moron" if you are not competent enough to fit in.
Well, whatever. If it's going to make my parents happy to see their daughter turned into a full time mugger, then, be it. I got into the science faculty and I am going to be a mugger.
Goodbye to the girl who used to love to smile.
harangued at 7:23 PM