Right, so the day has finally arrived. My ten years of education and intelligence was measured by a crappy piece of paper which had the power to bring me down to tears. Alright, although I do get to stay in SAJC, I really do not know how to react to this whole situation.

For a person who could never do well under exam pressure, because I WILL fall sick during EVERY exams, I felt that unjust was being done onto me. And the fact that so many things happened to me during my preparation for O levels, just made it worse. Yet again, it was my fault for not taking care of my own health and for not being resilient. As a result, my aptitude is now measured as SUPER LOW.

And as a person who is always so determined to meet her targets/aims, I felt like a complete Failure with a capital F for the first time in my life.

Nevertheless, I am also a person who takes pride in everything I do. And since things cannot be undone, I shall slowly accept the fact and to take it in my stride. As a consolation, at least I made a huge improvement from my prelims.

Anyway, great lesson could be learn from this whole experience. It indeed shook me very hard, however, I guess there's still a long journey ahead, and I am very much looking forward to it.

My sincerest and hearty congratulations to all those who did well. Especially Mych, Nas and Ryn. You guys rock! Thank you very much for being there for me.

And to those who are suffering the same plight as me, do calm yourself down and remember that for every thing that had happened, it happened for a reason. You just got to be resilient, and learn from your mistakes. As the saying goes, when the going gets tough, you get tougher!

harangued at 6:56 PM