Sunday, December 23, 2007
Eons.
Right... I finally remembered that I have a blog to update. I must say loads had happened since eons ago. For one thing I know is that, life is too short to enjoy. A couple of events had took place that made me realise the importance of my existence here. Regardless of its significance, just like you, I am yet another of Allah's gift. And the first thing to do is to learn to appreciate myself before others.
Ha! I must have been a complete moron to just realise these things at this point of time. I have always been hiding my true self. Making others seem that I am that person with such disposition and so on. The truth is, I have always never ever trust anyone. Since young, I knew how deceitful and evil people could get. I do not know why, but I just knew it, like how I just know that fire burns. Hence, I am not consumed by the idea of BFF, or blood sisters and whatever nonsense that you people could come up with. For me, the people I hang out with are simply my companions. Nothing more than that. I do not share my deepest secrets with them, nor do I ever expect anything in return in favour of our relationship. However, one thing I do know is that I am a trustworthy companion if I want to be.
I knew that the only person whom I can trust is only Me. Nothing could please me more than to be able to spend time with myself, alone. Although at times, the company of my companions could be enjoyable. In addition recent events simply proved me right. People are very forgetful, that they appear deceitful.
Whatever.
harangued at 12:54 AM